it feels like it's over

I've been reading this blog for a while, but no one ever writes about the kind of love im feeling right now. I may recognize myself in other peoples stories, at least the old me. But this is me now, and this is how I feel.

Maybe some of you do too:

It’s been over a year since we broke up. But I can’t stop thinking about her. Everyone around me have stopped asking about her, and no one ever talks about her anymore.

So I’m basically doing everything to make some one mention her so I can talk about her. Today I’ve realized that I’m forgetting.

Forgetting her, how she smells, the touch of her hands. I’m forgetting the feeling when she kisses me, and holds me tight. I have started to forget about us.

That’s why I try to think about her before I fall asleep, so I can dream about her, because that makes her closer. It’s patethic, He’s over me, and I’m not even 15 yet, my life haven’t started.

But it feels like it’s over without her.