As I Walked Away

all i can do,is walk away.

away from all the nothingness.

theres nothingelse left

to feel,

and nothing left to see.

just walk away,

it makes it easier.

i dont want to see

what isnt and i

dont want feel what wasnt.

you should be sorry,

for what you did to me,

what you made me feel,

when all was fake.

and i should feel sorry,

for what i did,

but i sure as hell

am not.

i laugh.

i dont regret anything i did.

but whe ni made my pact

with the devil,

it felt good.

i became half demon.

it made me feel better.

it made me feel whole again

and it made me stronger.

i was broken,

and it pulled me together.

so forgive me,

for the demon i have become.

or not.

because all i did wasnt real.

i laughed as you fell,

i watched as you got hurt.

nothing did i ever do

to help you.

all i did was walk away,

and pretend nothing happened.

i didnt want to face,

my longed fears.

but i am sorry for

telling you i cared,

when i really didnt.

all i did was a lie,

and it was never real.