mereka :)

Afy :)

Afy . 16 this year :) open minded . matured .

Always make me laugh and happy :)

Makcik ku comel :)

Nadd :)

kawan lama . skauk:) 2 tahun dah tak jumpe :(

Teman text-ing aku :)

Tp Nadd bet dgn aku, sape dpt result terok, dier

kene blanje lpas keluar result nnt :P

sara:)

nie cikgu saya, Sara :) she's

mylembu dan tilam busuk . i call her

lembu because she calls me kambing . got it ?

haha

it feels like it's over

I've been reading this blog for a while, but no one ever writes about the kind of love im feeling right now. I may recognize myself in other peoples stories, at least the old me. But this is me now, and this is how I feel.

Maybe some of you do too:

It’s been over a year since we broke up. But I can’t stop thinking about her. Everyone around me have stopped asking about her, and no one ever talks about her anymore.

So I’m basically doing everything to make some one mention her so I can talk about her. Today I’ve realized that I’m forgetting.

Forgetting her, how she smells, the touch of her hands. I’m forgetting the feeling when she kisses me, and holds me tight. I have started to forget about us.

That’s why I try to think about her before I fall asleep, so I can dream about her, because that makes her closer. It’s patethic, He’s over me, and I’m not even 15 yet, my life haven’t started.

But it feels like it’s over without her.

As I Walked Away

all i can do,is walk away.

away from all the nothingness.

theres nothingelse left

to feel,

and nothing left to see.

just walk away,

it makes it easier.

i dont want to see

what isnt and i

dont want feel what wasnt.

you should be sorry,

for what you did to me,

what you made me feel,

when all was fake.

and i should feel sorry,

for what i did,

but i sure as hell

am not.

i laugh.

i dont regret anything i did.

but whe ni made my pact

with the devil,

it felt good.

i became half demon.

it made me feel better.

it made me feel whole again

and it made me stronger.

i was broken,

and it pulled me together.

so forgive me,

for the demon i have become.

or not.

because all i did wasnt real.

i laughed as you fell,

i watched as you got hurt.

nothing did i ever do

to help you.

all i did was walk away,

and pretend nothing happened.

i didnt want to face,

my longed fears.

but i am sorry for

telling you i cared,

when i really didnt.

all i did was a lie,

and it was never real.

Ria's

Aku sedar bila tanpa dirimu

Kurasakan dunia ini terhenti

Lambat, kaku dan tidak bernyawa

Bagaikan otak kuterhenti berfikir

Apa yang perlu aku lakukan

Tanpa kau disisi

Rinduku bagai membungkam ragaku

membuat aku terhenti untuk menghela sekalipun

Jiwaku sesak…dan kosong…

Mendengar suaramu bagaikan terhenti nafasku

Untuk kudengar dan masuk terus kejiwaku

Agar tidak diganggu

Agar aku tidak terlepas dari mendengar setiap butir bicaramu

Andai Tuhan mnedengar rintihanku

Bertemumu ingin sekali aku hentikan seluruh maya ini

Agar hanya kau dan aku menikmatinya bersama

Agar masa ini begitu panjang untuk kita berdua sahaja

Adakah kau rasa …terhenti segala-galanya

Bila sudah jatuh cinta

Nukilan:

Ria

Brain clothing

Brain Clothing

Brain has been recruited by Aid Jerky, Cha Lazara, Safwan and Jerky Mim on January 2010 . For now, we just design our own shirt and will be release soon . So,those who are interested with our Brain merchandise, please pm or comment us . TQ .

Brain Masterminds

Cha Lazara

Aid Jerky

safwan